I love you you
Your are my life
I wish I could spend
Everytime of the day with him
Just be in his arms
Never leave him
Thats how much I love him
I hope that I can stay with him
That I can be with him forever
I love the way he holds me
The way he kisses me
Everything that he does I love,
And I will always love him
What do you feel when we are together?
Do you feel the way I do when we kiss?
The feeling of like you can fly
Or just stay like that forever
If you do then love me with all your heart
And I will love you the same
Why is it that you love me?
What is it about me that you love?
How can you love me?
But whatever the answer or reason maybe
I will love you
Till the end of time.
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
AHHH!!!!!
AHHHH!!! I can't wait till Fri. Goin to Branson. Goin to have so much fun. And omg I'm so tan that it looks weird, to me, everyone else says I look like a bombshell. I don't see how but I if my friends and boyfriend say I am I guess I am. Other than I'm startin my fashion line. Right now its just homecoming/prom and party dresses but its so cool. I'm goin to start on my back to school styles soon. Dance is killer this year I did not know how far my legs could go. I'm so much better at my truns and leaps. Can't wait to do my musical tap solo this year. I might even do two. If I do I will try something weird like Rama Lama Bang Bang dance on So You Think You Can Dance. It was so cool I'm in love with that song along with Are You the One by The Presets. Rama Lama Bang Bang is by Roisin Murphy. I can't wait to see our dance styles this year I hope they are crazy and fun with some sweet and sassy in there.
Good Bye,
Samantha ^-^
Good Bye,
Samantha ^-^
In Love!!!!
I am so in love my boyfriend he is so great. And he is always there for me. I can tell him everything that is on my mind. I love the fact if I'm mad at him and when I tell him. He doesn't get mad at me he just tells that he loves me and that no matter what he will always care about my feeling and he wants me to tell him when I'm upset. We have been dating for about 4 months and a half. and I love every min. I spend with him. I hate to be away from him. I love him so so so much. He is so awesome. He funny, caring, good with kids, and just so handsome. (to me) Can't wait till Branson. And I can't wait to start makin my clothes for school and homecoming/prom. I have some awesome ideals. I love you RYAN!!!! I'll see you sometime today, maybe, lol, I will. Muah.
Monday, July 27, 2009
Partial List of Eternal Truths
A Partial List of Eternal Truths
By Sheldon Kopp
- This is it!
- There are no hidden meanings.
- You can’t get there from here, and besides there’s no place else to go.
- Nothing lasts!
- There is no way of getting all you want.
- You can’t have anything unless you let go of it.
- You only get to keep what you give away.
- There is no particular reason why you lost out on some things.
- The world is not necessarily just. Being good often does not pay off and there is no compensation for misfortune.
- You have a responsibility to do your best nonetheless.
- It is a random universe to which we bring meaning.
- You don’t really control anything.
- You can’t make anyone love you.
- No one is any stronger or any weaker than anyone else.
- Everyone is, in his own way, vulnerable.
- There are no great men/women.
- If you have a hero, look again; you have diminished yourself in some way.
- All of you is worth something, if you will only own it.
- Childhood is a nightmare.
- But it is so very hard to be an on-your-own, 'take care of yourself because there is no one else to do it for you' grown-up.
- Love is not enough, but it sure helps.
- We have only ourselves, and one another. That may not be much, but that’s all there is.
- How strange, that so often, it all seems worth it.
- We are responsible for everything we do.
- No excuses will be accepted.
- You can run, but you can’t hide.
- We must learn the power of living with our helplessness.
- The only victory lies in surrender to oneself.
- You are free to do whatever you like. You need only face the consequences.
- What do you know - for sure - anyway?
- Learn to forgive yourself, again and again
- And again and again.
More Poems
Life is nothing without death
Death is nothing without life
These two things so different
But are connected to each other
Without Death there is no life
and without life there is no death
What is a dream but a thought
That can seem so real that one
Would believe it to be real
But then will ther dream end
To stop and wake the dreamer
From their sleep
Or can a dream become real?
Can it be that a dream can be than a
Thought , but it can become realtiy?
Am I missed when I die
Or does everyone forget you
Will people care if I die
Will they really worry about me
If I was on my death bed
Or will you just look the other way
I think that there will be a day
when all my fears and worries are
Gone and I won't be in the
Way of so many people
That day I know will come soon
How you ask?
Simple cause I'm the one that will
Make me disappear from every ones
Life
So good bye, I'll never see you
Again.
Death is nothing without life
These two things so different
But are connected to each other
Without Death there is no life
and without life there is no death
What is a dream but a thought
That can seem so real that one
Would believe it to be real
But then will ther dream end
To stop and wake the dreamer
From their sleep
Or can a dream become real?
Can it be that a dream can be than a
Thought , but it can become realtiy?
Am I missed when I die
Or does everyone forget you
Will people care if I die
Will they really worry about me
If I was on my death bed
Or will you just look the other way
I think that there will be a day
when all my fears and worries are
Gone and I won't be in the
Way of so many people
That day I know will come soon
How you ask?
Simple cause I'm the one that will
Make me disappear from every ones
Life
So good bye, I'll never see you
Again.
Friday, July 17, 2009
poems
"What do you do"
What do you do
When people say they don't want you
Or they don't want you around
What do you do Do you run and hide
Or just stand there waiting
But what would you wait for
When there no one waiting for
You
If you know there no reason to live
Then why live
You know its stupid
Yet you keep trying
Why
Why try to make others happy
When you can't even make yourself happy
This stupid life
It all ends sooner or later
Why not now
The knife is right there
But no you won't
You'll keep on living cause their no point
To die
Cause no one will care if your gone or here
They just see right though you
Like a crystal clear window
What to do, what to do?
"People"
As people go on
We all seem to forget
As how we live
We don't really think
About what we can do
And not what we'll do
"Heart"
The heart that is surrounded
By darkness with no hope of light
To reach it
Will soon become numb
Like the body that in case
Until light finally reaches it.
Then its true color will appear
"Here Waiting"
As I sit there waiting for him
I wonder what will happen
Will he finally kiss me
Or tell me he loves me
No I don't think so
We're just two good friends
Hangout like always
Nothing different
But maybe soon he'll realize
That we are meant for
Each other
But I'll sit here waiting for him
To come around
Waiting for him to come get me
And I'll just dream of us, the us that can never be
But I don't care as long as he happy
Cause then I'm happy
To see that smile
See his eyes light up
That'll all I wantIs for him to be happy
No, I'm such a liar I want him
All to myself, and no one else
What a terrible thing to say
But no one will know but me,
Shhhh....don't tell
By:Samantha Ulven
What do you do
When people say they don't want you
Or they don't want you around
What do you do Do you run and hide
Or just stand there waiting
But what would you wait for
When there no one waiting for
You
If you know there no reason to live
Then why live
You know its stupid
Yet you keep trying
Why
Why try to make others happy
When you can't even make yourself happy
This stupid life
It all ends sooner or later
Why not now
The knife is right there
But no you won't
You'll keep on living cause their no point
To die
Cause no one will care if your gone or here
They just see right though you
Like a crystal clear window
What to do, what to do?
"People"
As people go on
We all seem to forget
As how we live
We don't really think
About what we can do
And not what we'll do
"Heart"
The heart that is surrounded
By darkness with no hope of light
To reach it
Will soon become numb
Like the body that in case
Until light finally reaches it.
Then its true color will appear
"Here Waiting"
As I sit there waiting for him
I wonder what will happen
Will he finally kiss me
Or tell me he loves me
No I don't think so
We're just two good friends
Hangout like always
Nothing different
But maybe soon he'll realize
That we are meant for
Each other
But I'll sit here waiting for him
To come around
Waiting for him to come get me
And I'll just dream of us, the us that can never be
But I don't care as long as he happy
Cause then I'm happy
To see that smile
See his eyes light up
That'll all I wantIs for him to be happy
No, I'm such a liar I want him
All to myself, and no one else
What a terrible thing to say
But no one will know but me,
Shhhh....don't tell
By:Samantha Ulven
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Life
Hello World,
I'm Samantha, but you can call me Sam. Ok well this is my first blog so here it goes. I've been through alot this year with friends fighting to break ups. I've seen my fair share of fights and I just need to get something through. You shouldn't hate people over stupid things. Like if its over a profile, another friend, if they seem to be too busy for you, or anything. It is just stupid for two people who have been through so much end up not being friends anymore over something stupid. My friend and I have fought and we are starting new not just blowing each other off. Oh cause she said I looked like a slut or Oh you are hangin with someone I hate. Well see you have to remember all you've two been through. Only then you will know if it is really that smart just to say
"Oh I hate you why can't you see that" or "Oh you just copy me to be like me". I can't see how two people can fight when they have been through almost everything. I mean I almost lost my friend cause of something stupid too. She one day said I looked like a slut cause of the way I acted and dress. Well see I knew I wasn't and all my other friends know that too. So to hear one of my friends tell me that hurt and all I wanted to do was to hate her and never talk to her again. But then I remember all the times we had together and how I have been her friend even if the people didn't like her or she didn't like one of my friends but we worked it out. We found the problem and talked out with each other and stuff. I know some people are going to think I'm doing this for a reason but to be truthful I'm doing it to make a point. When people you have two choices to run away and forget all about the person and say you hate them, or talk it out find out the problem. But that is up to you. If you believe the conflict is nothing and you can just say you hate someone then do it, I don't care really. But if can remember all the times that person had had your back or has been your friend when other didn't, Then tell me it is really right to tell that person you hate them. Cause to be truthful to tell someone you hate them is just like killing them inside. So are you willing to be a murder. You tell me. Cause in life you need people that will help you or support you. And even if you don't like someone they hang out with or one day you don't like what they are wearin or anything. Just think is this really worth losing my friend over. Or blowing someone off and say you hate even through they been through alot with you. I mean if you don't like what I'm saying or don't understand but ok. But if you do please comment or even if you think I'm wrong comment and tell me what you think I'm open to anything. I am willing to understand your point of veiw on this matter. Remember this is only my opinion.
Your blogger,
Samantha Ulven
I'm Samantha, but you can call me Sam. Ok well this is my first blog so here it goes. I've been through alot this year with friends fighting to break ups. I've seen my fair share of fights and I just need to get something through. You shouldn't hate people over stupid things. Like if its over a profile, another friend, if they seem to be too busy for you, or anything. It is just stupid for two people who have been through so much end up not being friends anymore over something stupid. My friend and I have fought and we are starting new not just blowing each other off. Oh cause she said I looked like a slut or Oh you are hangin with someone I hate. Well see you have to remember all you've two been through. Only then you will know if it is really that smart just to say
"Oh I hate you why can't you see that" or "Oh you just copy me to be like me". I can't see how two people can fight when they have been through almost everything. I mean I almost lost my friend cause of something stupid too. She one day said I looked like a slut cause of the way I acted and dress. Well see I knew I wasn't and all my other friends know that too. So to hear one of my friends tell me that hurt and all I wanted to do was to hate her and never talk to her again. But then I remember all the times we had together and how I have been her friend even if the people didn't like her or she didn't like one of my friends but we worked it out. We found the problem and talked out with each other and stuff. I know some people are going to think I'm doing this for a reason but to be truthful I'm doing it to make a point. When people you have two choices to run away and forget all about the person and say you hate them, or talk it out find out the problem. But that is up to you. If you believe the conflict is nothing and you can just say you hate someone then do it, I don't care really. But if can remember all the times that person had had your back or has been your friend when other didn't, Then tell me it is really right to tell that person you hate them. Cause to be truthful to tell someone you hate them is just like killing them inside. So are you willing to be a murder. You tell me. Cause in life you need people that will help you or support you. And even if you don't like someone they hang out with or one day you don't like what they are wearin or anything. Just think is this really worth losing my friend over. Or blowing someone off and say you hate even through they been through alot with you. I mean if you don't like what I'm saying or don't understand but ok. But if you do please comment or even if you think I'm wrong comment and tell me what you think I'm open to anything. I am willing to understand your point of veiw on this matter. Remember this is only my opinion.
Your blogger,
Samantha Ulven
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